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I love me a nice bigass chair.  Has nothing to do with the title of this blog.  I just love me a bigass chair (photo taken from the wide world of the web)

It is hot here.  No breeze tonight.  Usually the windows are open at night.  But I think tonite: not.  Took Benoit for a spin around the block and it's like Louisiana out there - or so I'd compare it to (because in actuality it is most likely WAY hotter in Louisiana).  I'm a fall weather kind of gal.  And that is a'coming.  So I'll just deal with what is dealt me.  The theme o my life right now. 

I was at the Market on Saturday.  Busy and nice day.  Breezy.  Had the new canopy up and it did a smashing good job.  I had a better display for the cards and sold more and had a long table which also helped with display as well.  It brings me joy to hear people laugh at the corny kids jokes I put on the breadbox or comment how they know about buttons-on-a-string or giggle at my 'I love bed' sign and say they love bed too.  I love to set up the display.  I like to talk to people.  I like to mill about the market (if I get a chance).  The cinnamon buns were very yum (tx dlee).  And huzzy as a sidekick is working out grand - I get a good giggle myself when I leave him there to go to the loo - him amongst all the dream books and button magnets...he's a trooper.  I do sell some wares.  Learning alot about the whole process.  And wondering what to do with my wares at summers end......

I still feel like my chutzpah is on vaca.  I feel back in a 'figuring out' place and of course driving myself 'naners trying to figure it out NOW, when as you all know, life just doesn't work that way.  Me, I never wanted to be a career woman.  I wanted to have a family and do something I was good at and enjoyed.  So now that family is out, now what do I focus on?  How to figure this out for once and for all?  Does it ever get figured?  See what I mean?  

So off to bed with a book I go.  Get my mind off my vaca-ing chutzpah and to a nice and mindless place.  A place with no monkeys (aka monkey-mind).  Hugs to you all.  Hope you are good.